I realize when I see anything that is not right - TO me
it is because it is not right IN me.
I have looked at IT more directly in the face lately,
I see I am sick, I am very sick and I need an overhaul from my foundation up,
It’s not good enough to be well adjusted to this sick society,
I must change profoundly from the inside without borders to the outside,
This change is my example to the world.
This change is my gift to all being.
This change is my being.
My being transforms the whole
as it evolves, as part of the whole.
this change lulls my ego,
as I realize there is only ever present now
painted in language by this ape shit hologram projector I am.
Can I repair this ape shit hologram projector,
learn to paint with it like a real artist, a real creator,
that is conscious of each stroke, each thought.
sure.
This ape shit hologram projector is made of multidimensional memory,
too hot to handle by conventional means but,
those conventional means are a small portion of the means available to a free agent such as you and I,
It turns out I already had the tools I needed in my pocket,
The dominator’s diluted  disseminations did NOT destroy my spirit.